Chapter 4

I couldn't get much sleep after that. 

"NO!!" I opened my eyes, clutching to the blankets and pillows around me. Breathing hard and sweating. Hair stuck on my face and tears running down my cheek. It's been so long since I've had such dreams.

The crying 

The begging

The shivering

The shock ..

*Flashback*

"I hate it.. 
    Why can't I be useful to anyone?
     I never meant to hurt anybody, nor did I ever!
     Yet why did they hate me?" 
The 9 year old girl muttered to herself.

*EndFlashback*

Latifa: Get it out of your mind 
I said as I ruffled my hair and shook my head.

I read some Quran to calm me down then looked over to my phone and saw what time is it.

Latifa: Ugh it's still 5. I've got an hour till I wake up.

I tweeted in twitter that I was awake and if anyone wanted to chat

I got off bed and went to the bathroom, brushed my teeth, washed my face o tw'9eet l-9laat El-Fajer.

I prayed then opened my Twitter to see if anyone replied.

I got a DM thank god someone was awake \o/

@3bdallahAlx: Hey there, can't sleep? =(
@LatifaAlx: Hey, Yeah =(! What about you?
@3bdallahAlx: Slept way too early -.-
@LatifaAlx: Lucky you =c! I'm so sleepy =c
@3bdallahAlx: Try giving sleep a try?
@LatifaAlx: Don't feel like it. Plus I should wake up in 30 minutes so it's no use.
@3bdallahAlx: Why? =|
@LatifaAlx: Uuh =| Because I have school?
@3bdallahAlx: You have school on Thursday? =S
@LatifsAlx: Thursday? =| You're kidding right? Isn't it Wednesday?
@3bdallahAlx: Hahahahahahahahahaha ya 7leelk agool ro7ii namii It's Thursday
@LatifaAlx: =$ 6yb amz7! bye bnam
Latifa: Ya fshltii gdaaaamh ='( Allah yfshlnii bs !!
@3bdallahAlx: T3alii t3alii ! knt amz7 !
@LatifaAlx: Adrii =)) ! But I'm still sleeping
@3bdallahAlx: Ok =))
@LatifaAlx: Good night <3
@3bdallahAlx: Good night <3 !!

I tweeted "Back to sleep" then lay on my bed closing my eyes. Dozing off till I fell asleep ..