Chapter 3

I finished my studies and prayed Al-39r.

I finished everything and lunch isn't ready for at least 15 minutes.

 Let's draw \o/. I got my laptop and tablet and pen tablet. I closed my eyes, opened them and let my hands lead me. 

*Knock knock* a sudden knock interrupted my focus. 
Latifa: *sigh* Who is it?
Helen: Miss Latifa lunch is on the table!
Latifa: Ok, I'm coming 

After she left I took a look at what I drew.. I was shocked .. the expression.. the feeling! 
I felt a lump on my throat!
I closed my eyes and tried to think of it as nothing of importance!
"How can this be?! I thought I killed her! I thought she was gone forever!" I thought as a tear slid down my right cheek.
Took of my glasses and wiped that tear away.
"She's not going to destroy my life. now now not ever" and I went down smiling with thousands of thoughts running through my head.

Baba(Abdul3azeez): Hla b-bntii 7beebtii<3
Latifa: Baba * I huged him and kissed his cheek* Mta rj3t?
Baba had his own business. And he would travel a lot and I'd miss him =c.
Baba: El-sa3a 8 w9lt el-beet, sh5bar el-3sl?
Latifa: Fagdtk =c el-beet bdoonk 5yaas =c
Mama: O ana bnt el-b6a el-sooda?
Latifa: Afa entii el-kl bil-kl hina =$ *And I kissed er cheek*

Hayfa and Samar came down and hugged Mama and Baba and kissed their cheeks, we had a few chit chats here and there. After I finished lunch I went upstairs to my room.

I opened the file that I drew before lunch, I somehow still can't believe it happened.

I mean it's kinda been a while, she can't just disappear then reappear again, can't she?

I stood there watching my sketch, it was of the young me, in a corner wearing dark blue short shorts and a white shirt. Crying my eyes out and muttering words. Words I knew too well 

"Don't leave me, I'm scared of being alone.."